Nervous Momma

As the school year approaches, I get more nervous by the day. It just seems like everything is topsy-turvy and no one knows where they'll be or what's going on. I've never been anxious or felt quite so unsettled before. I've worked at River Hills for 6 years already so you would think I wouldn't feel this way. From what I have heard many of the rooms employees are going to be shuffled around this year. What I don't understand is why? If things are going well in a classroom and things run like clockwork why would anyone want to shake that up? Don't get me wrong. I'll go wherever I'm needed. That has always been my attitude. I just feel like where I belong is where I've been for the past 6 years. The other associate in the room last year isn't going to be able to come back because of personal reasons so hopefully I can stay put. I will miss her very, very much but her family comes first and I understand that. I just hope they let me stay where I've been so it won't put too much stress on the teacher I work with. We are supposed to be able to go room to room and know just what to do but that isn't realistic. Every room does things differently or in a different order so it can be difficult to adjust to things. I've done it before when I floated for awhile but it wasn't easy. Enough about me. I'll be fine no matter where I'm assigned. I think a lot of my stress is due to Em's moving on to junior high more than it is about my job so....

Em's turn. Talk about nervous! She'll be at Holmes Jr. High in about a week and a half. I talked to her about the fact that it will be a lot different than elementary school and that there will be a lot more kids. And lets face it, they won't all be nice kids. She's has had her share of other girls being nasty to her and so far she has managed to ignore it for the most part. I'm just worried that things will escalate this year because there are so many more kids and they are older and their hormones are pretty much starting to go crazy at this age. Go figure...

Classes. They will be a lot harder too. Em is a very intelligent girl. I think she'll do alright for the most part. Homework will be a challenge though. She had a little bit of trouble keeping up with it for awhile last year about mid-year. Things turned around though and she ended up with really awesome grades. I guess I'll just have to stay on her about it like I did last year. If she really wants to go to Yale or Princeton (she dreams big :)) then she'll have to continue to do as well as she has.

Fitting in. Here's a biggie. Em is definitely her own person. She isn't interested in athletics which is OK. She's a dancer and dancing IS a sport no matter what people say. I just kind of wish she'd give volleyball a try just for the fun of it. She plans on doing anything and everything they have which involves music or theatre but there isn't a lot offered at this level in her education. She thinks chess club sounds fun but I don't even know if they have one. I talked to her about joining a math club but she's not too sure about that.

I know she'll be fine. I have to believe she'll be fine. Right?